February 2012
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someone took my jacket tonight. my keys were in it. and to replace them, it’s going to cost over a thousand dollars. and knowing my luck, i won’t get into towson either. and then what will i do?
"i like you so much it's to the point where i...
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new gauges, a new phone case, for towson to accept me, to find and fall in love with an apartment, to eat less, to walk more, to make myself get up in the morning, new glasses, to do laundry, a table beside my bed, to do well in all my classes this semester, a bigger room, to find a summer job, to be home, new jeans, etc.
why can’t it just be possible for me to make someone love me to the point where my massive imperfections mean absolutely nothing?
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in the future, if i have a daughter, i'm naming...
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when people think they know about the real world...
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my bong and i took our first shower together...
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we are one of those couples with a long story when people ask how we found each other. i will see her every now and then, and maybe one year she’ll be with somebody, and maybe the next year i’ll be with somebody, and its gonna to take a long time. and then it’s perfect. i’m in no rush.
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i hate everything today. i’ve been crying since like four and now i have the worst headache and i can’t sleep and i feel like a terrible person. and i just want to talk to someone but no one wants to listen. oh and have i mentioned that i hate everything today?
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"omg. kitties, our own apartment, not having to...
it’s never going to happen because i will never change.
January 2012
34 posts
flavor blasted goldfish tho......
okay well that’s kind of annoying. just as i expected, you’re not allowed to study abroad in your first semester at towson. even as a transfer student. because they need time for planning and i need time to ‘get settled’ and take some classes before i go. waaaah.
if i could do whatever i wanted next year, i would want to transfer to towson and study abroad for the whole year. and the only things that are stopping me, or could potentially stop me, are cole and the study abroad coordinators.
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no one cares if i’m not around. no one cares what i’m up to. no one cares to ask if i’m busy, and no one cares to ask if i want to hang out. no one cares enough to visit me, and no one cares if i visit them. no one knows how much it bothers me, because no one cares at all.
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no one knows how to keep a secret.
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the sunshine liked my eyes and kissed my cheek...
i really don’t like all the assholes i’ve suddenly found myself surrounded by. i don’t like feeling stupid or judged because i’ve chosen english as my major. i could stand to transfer, to have new experiences with new people in a new place. call it wanderlust or whatever; i just need to get away from here.
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if my body matched my personality, i wouldn’t be so afraid about the possibility of never finding someone to be with for the rest of my life. because i don’t mean to be cocky or whatever, but it’s easy to make someone fall in love with my personality. it’s the rest of me that they can’t handle.
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i am so tired of everyone being so fucking passive aggressive. if you have a problem with something that someone has done, tell them. don’t run around and bitch about it to everyone else. last time i checked, that never fixed anything.
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you know you like a particular type of liquor when...
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some call it marijuana, some call it sensimelia,...
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bass makes that bitch
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freaking the fuck out. like what actually am i going to do with my life. i’m not smart enough to do anything. everything is too hard, and nothing comes naturally to me. and i’m not even exaggerating.
whywhywhy am i like this.
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it bothers me so much when people call other people or things gay and retarded. contrary to what your dumb ass might think, ‘gay’ and ‘retarded’ are not synonymous with ‘stupid’. thank you.
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baby, i paint the sky blue, my greatest creation...
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too much rim make the ride too hard.
thinking about posting on himynameisellen stresses me out because i worry about how well the pictures flow. so sometimes i post shit, look at it, then delete it right away. sometimes i feel extra creative and can put together a visually stimulating series of pictures. like now.
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i bet if i was like, if i can save $300, will you chip in and get me an ipad for my birthday? my parents would be like, sure, daughter for whom we would do anything, that is a reasonable request.
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it feels really terrible when you know for a fact that someone loves every bit of your personality but would hate the way you look if he or she could see you.
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why have i never bought spanx online?
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a bacon gif as your background? bacon is not that...
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it's incredible how much i hate facebook/do not...
i’m really nervous about going back to school. i know that my classes will be fine. i’m excited about being around new people and actually taking classes that pertain to my major. but i’m scared to be around all the drama and the bitches. i know that things will never be the way they used to be. i just wish it wasn’t as terrible as it is.
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can beyonce and j-hova be my parents?
December 2011
21 posts
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i love the way you dance, the way you shake that...
