December 2010
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a fucking hilarious episode of family guy is on...
I SEE YA DRIVIN ROUND TOWN WITH THE GIRL I LOVE...
i really want an iPad.
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day fifteen.
dear person i miss the most,
hi! how are you? i really hope that we’ll be able to see each other during the summer or something, or maybe next year for winter break. i really do miss you a lot, and i miss all the fun times we’ve had doing nothing. :) i’m talking to you right now. i love when we can talk. on aim or through texts. :) love youuu!
♥ xo ellen
last night,
a kid died while snowmobiling. he was with a group of people on an unfamiliar farm where he ran into a cable that snapped his neck. his name was lucas, he was twenty-four, and he was going to be a lawyer. he’d just gotten out of school and had plans to get married in may.
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day fourteen.
dear someone i’ve drifted away from,
i was looking through a bunch of old pictures today. like the ones from the week when we went to the carnival. :) that was the best. and i found my puzzle piece necklace the other day and i felt like wearing it because it’s too cute. i miss us, and i really wish that keeping in contact was easier. i miss you!
♥ xo ellen
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day thirteen.
dear someone i wish could forgive me,
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day 12.
dear person i hate the most,
i actually can’t even believe you. i don’t want to think about you or see you again because of what you’ve done, and i really wish i could completely erase the past week from my memory but it won’t be easy. i don’t even think it’s possible actually. shame on me, right? it’s all my fault for being so stupid. i’m just glad...
i'm glad. just really, really glad.
it's obvious
that he only wanted one thing from me. but over the past few days, i’ve realized that i only wanted one thing from him, too. and i would really like to tell him that, but he’s already gone and i kind of don’t want him to come back.
sometimes i just freak the fuck out.
for no reason whatsoever.
and i really hate it. it’s like, i worry about being with one person for so long. i worry about next semester’s classes. i worry about growing up. i worry about choosing an appropriate major and career. i notice everything, i’m so particular, and i know i’m smart. but i don’t have self control or ambition and that’s why i have to...
wow.
did it hurt, did it hurt, did it hurt when you...
yesterday, i opened presents
from louie and his parents.
they got me an amazon kindle. and he got me a pair of uggs.
:)
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day eleven.
dear deceased person i wish i could talk to granddad neal,
i really wish i could have gotten to know you before you passed. i hear great stories, like how you went to breakfast with my mom on the boat. and it really sounds like you were a wonderful person. my dad misses you a lot, i know. miss you a lot. i miss us. i’m so sorry.
♥ xo ellen
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day ten.
dear someone i wish i could talk to more,
i’m sorry. i’m sorry for suddenly shutting you out after graduation and i’m sorry for saying that it would all be different when it really wasn’t. i wish you two could understand each other. if i could go back in time, i would make sure that you became friends. or at least tolerant of each other so i could be with you both. i miss...
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day nine.
dear someone i wish i could meet,
right now, i feel like i can’t trust anyone and i feel like i have no one on my side. i’m confused and scared as hell, always. i’m never happy and i’m never content. i don’t know what i’m doing or where i’m going. i don’t know who or what i want. what i do know is that i’m really glad that you came along and...
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i bought some jeggings today.
one sweet day, his heart ceased to beat; he fell...
he wrote a note to mail to god's front door that...
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i also fucking hate
when i think i can trust someone with my secrets but then it turns out that i actually can’t. and that i actually have no friends. at all.
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i fucking hate
people that are of average weight. you know, the ones that are like, waah! i need to be smaller! i wear a size eight and i need to be smaller! i weigh 130 and i need to be smaller! i hate myself for eating that fucking salad for lunch because i’m so fat average! i hate myself for never going to the gym because i’m so fat average!
fuck you.
you don’t know what fat is.
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day eight.
dear favorite internet friend,
hi! how are you? it’s so weird that it’s been like, over six years since we met. and it’s also weird that we have so much in common. there are a few things that we disagree about, but other than that, we pretty much agree on everything. i seriously hope to come visit you one day! :) love ya, girl!
♥ xo ellen
want. →
want. →
want. →
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day seven.
dear ex,
you really bother me. to be honest, i have no idea why i ever liked you or agreed to date you. you aren’t even mildly attractive and you are seriously one of the biggest douchebags i know. we used to sing a song every time you walked by. it was to the tune of the batman theme. :D
♥ xo ellen
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day six.
dear stranger,
hi, how are you? my name is ellen and i’m eighteen years old. i have brown hair and hazel eyes, two parents, and two dogs. i have a boyfriend, too, but we’re taking a sort of break. i like taking naps and planning stuff. i have no idea what i want to do with my life, but i hope i end up happy. what about you? what’s your name and what do you like?
♥ xo ellen
i hate when stuff happens and it's obviously...
...some people...
i want to dye my hair black underneath like i did...
i feel pretty today.
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Let’s just start of by saying I’m Ellen , i’m 14....
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day five.
dear dreams,
hi, how are you? i know you haven’t been too clear lately, but don’t feel discouraged. one day, you’ll hit me and i’ll never know what happened. one day, i’ll wake up and realize that you’ve come true. not over night, but over the course of a few years when i thought i’d lost you. see you then.
♥ xo ellen
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onedayonedayoneday!
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day four.
dear sibling or closest relative,
hi! how are you? it was nice seeing you for thanksgiving, but i haven’t talked to you since then. i like hearing from you via email. and i would send you a letter, but you take forever to respond and i don’t have any more stamps left. :) i will see you very, very soon for christmas! i can’t wait. i love you!
♥ xo ellen
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day three.
dear mom & dad,
hi! how are you? i can’t wait to see you on wednesday! i’ve missed you both and i’ve missed being home. thanks for picking me up, by the way. maybe next year i’ll bring my own car so i can drive myself to and fro. ah! i really cannot wait to be home with you both. and open presents. and watch you open presents from me. even though they’re lame. :)...
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twodaystwodaystwodays!
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day two.
dear crush,
hi! we’re going to get into a lot of trouble, but i can’t wait to see you next. it’s so weird because sometimes i think that you feel differently about some things, like you’ve somehow changed. but when i talk to you, it’s obvious that you’re the same and you make me feel so much better. thank you.
♥ xo ellen
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day one.
dear best friend,
hi. how are you? i miss you terribly. things have been rough lately, but it’s nothing that i haven’t been able to handle. i wish i could tell you more about it, but i really can’t tell anyone. no one knows the whole story, to be honest. anyway, winter break starts on wednesday. i’ll be going home for about a week, and then it’s off to deep creek per...
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thirty days of letters.
day 1 - your best friend day 2 - your crush day 3 - your parents day 4 - your sibling (or closest relative) day 5 - your dreams day 6 - a stranger day 7 - your ex day 8 - your favorite internet friend day 9 - someone you wish you could meet day 10 - someone you wish you could talk to more day 11 - a deceased person you wish you could talk to day 12 - the person you hate most day 13 - someone you...
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i found this song and now
i am in love.
it’s called oh darling, and it’s by plug in stereo.
you seem quite nice for a girl with good looks, and i’m the kind of fella that will make ya feel better when your life gets shook. so give it a chance. according to your plans, i bet i’m not number one on your list to kiss, but please understand.
you seem quite shy, but you’re oh so cute and...