February 2011
41 posts
please stop whining. you've got it easy.
January 2011
66 posts
you gave your love to me, and now you are my...
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thirty-one.
day 31: a bit about your social life outside of tumblr.
i have a few really good friends, like teresa and mitchell and brit and danielle and holly. then i have a handful of just friends, like a bunch of people on my floor and some people that i wouldn’t mind talking to from high school. and then i have aquaintences, of course. i’m not really one of those people that needs a lot of...
twenty-nine & thirty.
day 29: a date you’d love for someone to take you on.
one day, i want someone to ask me to pack a bag for the weekend. then i want them to take me to the airport where we’ll buy two tickets to some random ass place and stay for a night or two. then we’ll come back. :)
day 30: 5 favorite girls names, 5 favorite boys names.
lillian, natalie, amelia, lynn, victor, quinn, daniel,
i...
the other night i had a dream
about my dad. i was at the doctor with him but it felt like we were in this big field. and when the doctor got there, i remember standing in the doorway and he was asking my dad if i knew about his condition. and then he said no, turned to me, and asked me if i knew that he had cancer. i said that i remembered a time when he went to the doctor but i thought that everything turned out fine. i was...
twenty-eight.
day 28: something you makes you really angry.
ahahaha jesus christ, everything makes me really angry.
twenty-six & twenty-seven.
day 26: 5 things you’re looking forward to.
i just threw my disease-ridden sheets into a washing machine and stole some detergent. i’m looking forward to the way they’ll smell when they’re dry and back on my bed. also, brit and mitchell are coming tonight! that’s exciting. :) and we’re going to see no strings attached, which i heard was a great movie. and then...
teresa: eating a vending machine poptart and sipping some green tea. WITH CITRUS.
ellen: dude. eating a poptart and drinking some crangrape juice from the little shop in the science building. fuck yeah, nearly twins!
ellen: NEARLY TWINS. howcanyoube NEARLY twins!
do i make you wet? it's all about the C.U.N.T.
this would be a whole lot easier if
my advisor wasn’t a fucking idiot.
twenty-five.
day 25: an old friend you’re better off without and one you wish you had back.
i know i’m better off without louie. because now that i really think about him and our relationship, i realize that he was holding me back. he was so judgemental and close-minded and he was nothing like i am. i would be fine with never seeing him again, to be honest. i wish i was still friends with jess, though....
twenty-three & twenty-four.
day 23: a month/year of your life when you were happiest and why.
tenth grade was actually really great. it started with our first blunt, marching band, and a new boyfriend. i was probably skinniest then, too. like i actually felt good about the way i looked. in december, i traveled to germany and egypt and met a cute boy to make out with for a week. and in april, i went to disney and a few...
last night was fan fucking tastic!
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i think it's because
i really just wasn’t in love with him anymore. because how can you cheat on someone you love? how can you do all the things he or she hates without feeling bad? how can you forget so easily and want to move on so badly?
twenty-two.
day 22: how you judge intelligence.
common sense is a really great measurement. there are just some people that seem dumb as shit because they don’t know what’s normal or they don’t know things that normal people know. like how to spell and what to do in certain situations and stuff like that. but i think common sense is sort of factor of experience, too. which is a little bit...
twenty & twenty-one.
day 20: what you think makes someone beautiful.
intelligence, thoughtfulness, individuality, independence, and an open mind.
day 21: everything you wish for in a significant other.
i just want a best friend with all the extras. like someone that i can be completely honest with, but also someone that i can trust with secrets. and someone that can make me laugh and would like to hold my hand and...
teeth bared, broken noses, twisted fingers,...
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fuck yeah for post break-up hook-ups with...
nineteen.
day 19: your thoughts on your family.
my family is real sweet.
i love my parents to death. they support me and they love me a lot and i am very thankful for everything they do. my mother’s side of the family is religious, which sort of clashes with who i am and what i believe, but i really do love them all. they’re not super rich or super interesting or anything, but we’re...
sixteen, seventeen, & eighteen.
day 16: someone you trust.
you know who you are. i can literally tell you everything and i know that you will keep it a secret. sometimes i’m afraid of being judged, but not by you, and i hope you feel the same way. allllllso, i just wanted to let you know that i’m really happy with the direction our friendship is going! love you, buddy!
day 17: your idol and why you look up to...
fourteen & fifteen.
day 14: write about something you belive in, anything at all.
i believe in equality. for some reason, that was the first thing that came to my mind. i just believe that without all the shit on the outside, like the clothes and the cars and the houses and everything else, we really are made of the same flesh and bones. and with that in mind, it shouldn’t matter how others choose to live...
literally dying without my fucking laptop.
why do my dogs
have to run away all the fucking time? like really, what do they think will happen when they’re all alone and when they have no idea how to get home? and today, they ran away while jeje was the only one here and she swears that they were only outside for a few minutes, but really. you have to watch them all the time and she knows that. so fucking annoying.
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life's a bitch. na, better yet, a dumb broad. and...
we should make a verbal agreement to only kiss...
thirteen.
day 13: your favorite quote.
i come across quotes all the time, and my favorites are usually the ones that apply to my life. but there’s one quote from crank, a book by ellen hopkins, that i always think of when people ask about my favorite quote:
“have you ever once in your life reached out to touch infinity?”
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oh shit, she's a gold digga. just thought you...
eleven & twelve.
day 11: the worst advice you’ve ever heard, or ever been given.
day 12: the best advice you’ve ever heard, or ever been given.
i don’t have answers for these.
ten.
day 10: what you think when you hear the words “be yourself”.
i think it’s another way to suggest independence. like, don’t follow anyone else. willingly or unwillingly. do your own thing, even if you think people will hate you or whatever. being yourself is always important. faking it is never satisfying, ever, and playing pretend can only make you so happy.
1012011,
it’s because he couldn’t keep it to himself. he kept saying that it was about us, but then he went around and talked to everyone about it. he talked to his friends about it and he talked to my friends about it. he posted shit on facebook about it and made sure that everyone knew how unhappy he was. i’m pretty sure that it wouldn’t have been this bad if he could have given...
nine.
day 9: things that make you happy.
genuinely nice people, opening a window to hear the rain, when jeans fit perfectly, exploring new places, making fantastic and unfogettable memories, the way your ears feel after a concert, the smell of rain on a hot sidewalk, listening to music so loud that the rearview mirror vibrates, a perfectly ripe banana, a sunset i can’t keep my eyes off of,...
eight.
day 8: things that make you sad.
feeling ignored, feeling excluded, feeling like i’m completely alone, feeling like i’m not good enough, when i think too much about my future, when i think too much about the progression of time in general, when i think too much about my past and how things will never be the same as they were, when things don’t work out, when people aren’t...
seven.
day 7: a show or a movie that has changed you, and how.
i just fucking love veronica mars. how about that?
six.
day 6: something you would like to change about yourself.
i have no self control whatsoever. let’s change that.
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i only go down if ya keep ya grass cut.
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i'm watching the book of eli with my dad and...
five.
day five: something you would change about the world.
we talked about this yesterday: people love to stop others from making the choices that they might not agree with. that’s one thing that i would love to change because i hate it, but i know that it never will. people never change.
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four.
day four: how you think your life would change if you achieved your dream.
this is sort of a trick prompt. my dream is to change my life. and to feel happy and confident and to achieve success.
and i always find, yeah, i always find something...
